reflections

Found this post that never got published, and it looked good enough to post today. Not because it is the way I’m feeling today, but to see the constant changes that life throws at me and how i have handled them. Original draft was January of this year.

day started out amazing and in the space of 5 hours has spiraled into a weird depression of sorts.

nothing too horrible, but it has me in a place I haven’t been to in a long, long time.

relationships can be a raging torrent, a quiet stream, or a waterfall of rainbows and light.

a series of songs has let memories wash through, and i realize that two of those relationships still hurt.

and i am not quite sure how to deal with that. maybe because they were the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end. the first rush and the last waterfall.