last night was revelation. one student in class and she was a long time friend and part of my previous dance gang from 10+ years ago. she knows me and gets me and let me dance to ragged, edgy rock and asked for “we will rock you” by queen. it was hard, sweaty, “balls out” dance that grounded and fed my soul. thank you jilli for a perfect “class”!!!

battling depression while battling problems on several fronts is becoming harder and harder to deal with. the need to hole up for awhile and just be is overwhelming.

i am burnt out on fear, walking the edge, staying neutral when all i want to do is scream ‘wtf is wrong with people?’.

crying isn’t an option because that would show vulnerability and god help you if you show that to this screwed up crazy world we live in. there is no peace anywhere, everyone walks the edge.

there is so much i want to do with the rest of my life…

via Happy Whatever.

from The Bloggess who is THE GODDESS!!!

via Honestly, I’m pretty sure you can download Fortnite for free so I sort of blame Kevin here.

 

IGI’s agriculture team is grappling with a problem that researchers across the world are frantically trying to solve: how will we feed 10 billion people in 2050, using roughly the same amount of land as now, even as climate change stresses many agricultural regions?

Source: Will You Eat CRISPR Produce? – NEO.LIFE – Medium

there is no getting around this question. how would you solve it?

 

sort of a disturbing morning… similar to when i heard a portland radio station call the music of emerson, lake and palmer “art rock”.

told alexa to play some music and she thought that ” ’80s Synthpop ” would be something i would like to hear.

in my day that was called new wave… punk that had been run through a steam cleaner and synthesized.

but synthpop?

give me a bijou break…

Source: The 50 Best New Wave Albums :: Music :: Lists :: New Wave :: Page 1 :: Paste