Thoughts

I’ve been in an angry sad space the last few weeks. They say family doesn’t have to be blood, so I am taking this space to say to all my friends, clients, SN players, and yes, even exes, to say thank you. Thank you for your support… for listening and reading, for allowing me to be angry and sad, and for allowing me to work it out in my own way.

Today I did ALL the laundry instead of washing a few things out by hand every evening! Cooked some for the week and tomorrow morning I am doing SN workout and taking my bike for a spin around a few blocks.

It’s a start. Last night I fell asleep sad on the couch. Then I heard my mom’s voice yell “Janie” and I woke up. Cried a bit then started to tell her about the novel I am writng for NANOWRIMO in November. Every since she passed we have been running dungeons in my dreams and I have been telling her we need to level her up! She doesn’t like the fighting part but she has a  shrewd mind with logistics putting things together. She would make a great dungeon core but I want her to have a class as well.

I’ll let you know how it turns out. Maybe I will put parts of it here.

Till then, thanks for reading.