Getting ready to go do laundry, wondering why Lily is ignoring me. I have been depressed. It’s taken a long time for me to acknowledge that but looking around at what I’ve been doing for the last 6 months, it hasn’t been pretty.
The family has shattered and I still don’t know why. I think it’s time to move past all of that because it is obvious that they won’t be coming back together anytime soon.
The next two and a half weeks will be all about organizing, learning to sleep in my bed, learning to actually move around, exercise, do all the things I used to do. Learning to get strong again.
wish me luck.
j
Eclectic Haze 
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