yeah, i know

promised to say a little something to let you know what where my head was at on a regular basis.

didn’t work out that way. I have been embroiled in a major mind maze. think I’ve been played. so many things don’t add up, contradicting statements, I’m angry.

forward to a new year and a few months and the knowledge that there’s nothing I can do about how anybody feels about me. The family is blown apart and I can’t let it hurt me anymore. Someday maybe I’ll find someone that I can trust.

ciao

j