starting over

I am working out with the virtual reality program Supernatural VR, I’m having fun and it’s actually working.

I started teaching belly dance class again and I’m having fun with that as well.

my work calendar however, is absolutely insane. Of course I know I have no one to blame but myself since I make my own schedule, so consider this the last of my whining.

I am getting back to a time when I felt powerful, when I felt in tune with myself and everything around me. The time before exes, before pain and hurting and wondering what I did wrong. A time when I meditated and went inside and watched everything smooth out and relax and at one point I even saw something that left me with great joy, a soft white spinning light. I’d like to see that again but I know that now, if I go looking for it, I will never find it.

It’s back to the future for me. Work through fear and hurt and go back to who I was only stronger.

ciao

j