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i am so much more broken than i thought. a mid morning dream of being with someone, going through an old building searching for treasures and walking through fields of flowers and then a city trying to find food and realizing my backpack is missing and everything is gone and they are going to go find someone else or that is what i think is happening and they keep saying wait here and i will be back and the i am alone, crying and saying i just need a ride home

and then the cell chirps and i am awake and it’s a client with a message about how much they love their color and cut and thank you and my cat comes over, with her tail flag flying, wanting a few loves before she heads back to sleep and now the hole is not quite so deep and the sun is trying to come out which means a bike ride is happening soon