afterglow

so the 50,000 words in a month start today and i am still basking in the glow of another birthday. no, no parties or festivities or even a cake (rico not having opposable thumbs). no, the afterglow is the feeling of finding your place in your place. that feel of connection, of purpose and of [...]

retreat

it’s time to retreat, to move inside, to figure out where to go next. the barriers are back up and it makes it hard to feel others. this ability isn’t easy and so there is nothing left. wishing to fit in, to ask for acceptance is silly in light of true emotions. everyone has the [...]