I am going off the social media hamster wheel… it will take a few weeks but it has to be done. other than the fact that I am spending too much time on the computer, my eyes are getting worse and the tremor in my left hand has increased i saw the sunrise this morning and it was gorgeous. I hadn’t seen it in a long time and realized that was what was wrong, why i was depressed and crying sometimes, zombie like at others. i was waiting for someone to talk to me, to ask how my day was, what was i doing, to write a letter (I love letters!) and that isn’t how the world is anymore. yeah i am a bit old fashioned like that. certainly not in the way i look, act or dress but inside i miss the “good old days”.