battling depression while battling problems on several fronts is becoming harder and harder to deal with. the need to hole up for awhile and just be is overwhelming.

i am burnt out on fear, walking the edge, staying neutral when all i want to do is scream ‘wtf is wrong with people?’.

crying isn’t an option because that would show vulnerability and god help you if you show that to this screwed up crazy world we live in. there is no peace anywhere, everyone walks the edge.

there is so much i want to do with the rest of my life…