adrift… lethargic, phlegmatic, heavy…
this isn’t where I want to be…
Author: eclectic haze
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amazing youth…
it’s graduation day here… memorials abound when normally sighs of relief and partying into the night are de rigueur … one of their own is gone, taken quickly and with no warning… we adults are stung, still reeling but moving along and forgetting the pain more and more each day… the youth (“kids” sounds too juvenile) here still hold her close to their hearts… still mourning, still shocked, still memorializing, still trying to cope. do you see them? do you know how much they hold inside so as not to be uncool, too emo, too royal drama to their peers?
to the youth around the world who are still trying to process the death of their own through shootings, alcohol, simple accidents… stay strong… lean on each other if you can’t get to your family… bring peace to the world by being the loving, caring people you hide from us…
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coming of age…
it has occurred to me that at the ripe age of 58 i have gathered to my heart a group of friends that, whether they know it or not, are thought of daily….
moving as often as we did created an aura of instability and in my case shyness. you did not make close friends, knowing that you would be leaving within a 12 to 18 month time… not an excuse but there it is…
thanks to all of you for putting up with my emo drama fits, arrogance and what not… have a fabulous day!
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morning shocks…
you know life is moving right along when you look in the mirror and see a white eyelash! ! WTF? wasn’t white eyebrows enough? thank you universe for my health and energy but seriously… could you lighten up on the aging thing? sheesh…
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dance…
it seems that i have entered a new phase in my dance life… looser, more in tune with the music and able to enjoy it all…
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on having a couple days off…
needed reminders…
if you have ever worked in a personal service position, you know how hard it is to let go of the previous week. we react to the energies of others, not in a woo woo “I can see and feel your aura” sort of way but in a way that lets us know we are definitely all connected. don’t laugh or smirk or roll your eyes, think about it. haven’t you every been someplace and been uneasy for no apparent reason? met someone that you have taken an instant dislike to even before they opened their mouth? felt like you have known someone forever after meeting them for the first time? known a person to be happy, sad, angry or mean without even speaking with them? humans radiate energy same as plants, animals, rocks, all of nature. there is a reason we feel peaceful in one place and not in…
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thoughts… again
had to apologize the other day… for being an arrogant know it all… while thinking about the result it occurred to me that knowing yourself and apologizing when the not so nice bits manifest isn’t easy… but it is soul clearing and a clear lesson on watching and thinking about what you say to others… as well as really listening instead of picking only parts of the conversation to comment on…
ciao
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craziness…
so many things to tell you… so many thoughts… so many ideas, theories and musings… lots to catch up so keep an eye out…
ciao…
Eclectic Haze 