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i like her
Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez: who is the new progressive star of the Democrats?
“what we need to do is lay out a plan and a vision and getting into twitter fights with the president is not where we’re going to find progress.”
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a day of randomness (and is that even a word?)
ran·dom·nessnoun-
1.the quality or state of lacking a pattern or principle of organization; unpredictability.“we accept randomness in our own lives but we crave logic in art”
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2.informaloddness or eccentricity.“we tease her for her complete randomness”
so yes it is and i think the second definition fits.why you ask?because for awhile i have been a bit “bummed out” and then i had an epiphany … after a late night shopping spree to get things that i absolutely remember buying the day before but COULD NOT FIND.now i have a very small apartment refrigerator, stands about 4 and a half feet tall which includes a freezer compartment. all this is to say IT’S NOT THAT BIG!anyway, i had gone shopping for the ingredients for “amish pasta salad” which is actually an amish pasta salad plus whatever i want to through into it… and change it up… anyway, 2 of those things is are italian parsley and cilantro, 1 bunch each in a green recyclable bag.not hard to find in bins about the size of a small tissue box… and yet… THEY WERE GONE.so i went to the store and bought more, along with cat treats cause it’s all about sucking up to rico since the world was currently not revolving around him while i tried to make this stuff.when i came back and started putting it away… there they were, in those 2 damn green bags and now there is no room for the ones i just bought and since i can’t let food go to waste now i have to make a double batchand my refrigerator isn’t big enough to hold it all…to be continued… -
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dance can soothe the savaged soul…
last night was revelation. one student in class and she was a long time friend and part of my previous dance gang from 10+ years ago. she knows me and gets me and let me dance to ragged, edgy rock and asked for “we will rock you” by queen. it was hard, sweaty, “balls out” dance that grounded and fed my soul. thank you jilli for a perfect “class”!!! -
truly random…
battling depression while battling problems on several fronts is becoming harder and harder to deal with. the need to hole up for awhile and just be is overwhelming.
i am burnt out on fear, walking the edge, staying neutral when all i want to do is scream ‘wtf is wrong with people?’.
crying isn’t an option because that would show vulnerability and god help you if you show that to this screwed up crazy world we live in. there is no peace anywhere, everyone walks the edge.
there is so much i want to do with the rest of my life…
Eclectic Haze 