Category: thoughts

yes, it is all about change… and simplification and learning that i don’t need all the stuff that i think i do… i am writing a book… actually 2 but one won’t get started until november during nanowrimo (nanowrimo.org)… one has been in my head for about 20 years!

i want to put together a dance show next year called the fusion festival; to benefit women who have had or are going through breast cancer… why that? ask me later, am too angry to talk about idiots… anyway, it is a fusion that, to quote a dictionary, is a merging of diverse, distinct, or separate elements into a unified whole… as in the example; the show was a fusion of different styles and culture… so basically that means anything goes… no worrying about whether or not you “fit in”, whether you have a whole room filled with ribbons and trophys or a couple show programs with your name on it to show that you were there, stuck on your bedroom wall… it is all about coming together for ourselves… so the first person to look me up and down with “that look” is going to get an earful… i don’t care if you like or dislike my style, costume, theme, makeup, hair, whatever… i am an artist, so are you… i respect you for what you have done and will even cheer and hoot when you are finished, i expect that same courtesy from you…

okay… off the soapbox… anyway, i really want this festival to be a reality… obviously i have a lot of time on my hands right now! so i guess i will go read a book… or wait… maybe i should update my calendar!!

things are a little strung out in my head… is it hormones? stress? all i want to do is sleep and eat and read…

j

so i am back… and lots of stuff has changed… ocean tribal is really not pertinent anymore but i will keep the name… brings back fond memories. anyway the picture will change soon, the rest will happen slowly.

no longer have a troupe. i dance for myself now and it has allowed me to create much more. will still do competition and i have a duet partner but there is less need to “get radical” on stage. combining elements of old and new styles has been more freeing than you can imagine!

my life outlook has altered as well, and am much more at peace with the world and myself. esoteric stuff i know, but after spending the last year so close to source i have realized that action/reaction, wish/granted, question/answered are what really happens when you live centered in RT.

i am getting rid of stuff and simplifying things and do with less because i really don’t need much. weird! speaking of weird… does anyone realize that the word weird goes against the “i before e” rule? just a random thought.speaking of words… i am writing my novel during the nanowrimo.org month… yeah i know i have said that before but with nothing distracting me after work, this should be the year! wish me luck!

there is the chance, well certainty then, that this post will never get read but here it is…

so this is the start of a new year, the ocean tribal blog and who knows what else!! trying to get everything back on line so just bear with me, ‘k?