Eclectic Haze

Tag: random

  • Wondering what the world is

    i haven’t written in my blog lately because things have been a little sideways. My cat boy has been sick so I’m taking care of him. i have realized that just because you think someone is “the one” doesn’t mean they really are… especially when they disappear without explanation leaving you to wallow around in the mire, trapped and asking yourself “what did I do wrong?”.

    i read a little meme the other day that said, “be decisive. The streets are littered with flat squirrels that couldn’t make a decision” … or something to that effect, you get the idea.

    i am tired of people who talk behind your back forgetting how small this area really is.  of course the need to spread maliciousness has become a national pastime.

    a friend who moved here from england told me that she was thinking about going back because the american people aren’t like they were when she first arrived all those years ago. we really are the ugly americans and the sad thing is, most are proud of it… and that goes for both sides.

    maybe i am just tired

    time to read Rob Brezsny’s book “Pronoia”

    j

     

  • monday musings

    i am getting ready to go off fb, already off twitter and perusing the interverse to see what else i signed up for so i can delete it all.

    and i am actually going to start writing letters or postcards!

    no i am not going into hiding, not becoming a hermit, just realizing i am spending a little too much time posting random stuff in order to stay on the top tier of my “friends” feed.

    that’s sad… so am focusing on a blog that allows me to be me, without the worry of wondering if anyone is “reading” me. it’s a freeing place to be in because the social network has become little more than a marketing space. i joined up because i missed the chatrooms of yesteryear. you learn, real quick, that it is a like-dislike- world now, instead of dialogue. the vector group was the only place where i had actual conversations, probably because we had something in common. and i learned a lot from them. but there were still the jerks so it wasn’t all roses and tech… just like the real world.

    any of my friends can find me here, start a dialogue, comment or ignore me and that is the beauty of it. if they want to stay in touch they can email, call, txt or follow this blog… and i will be able to email, call, txt or say hi if they follow, without having to scramble through acres of posts that presume to know what i want, when i want, must buy, read, comment or l/dl… and it’s very very annoying..

    so this is conversation, random thoughts, the things i wonder about, things i see, dreams. if you want to know me, this is where i will be. hope to see you here.

    ah… almost forgot. guess what? i am learning spanish and italian! it isn’t easy because school was 46 years ago but learning new things keeps you young, they say.

    oh, and i will be teaching dance 2 nights a week starting the 1st of april… aren’t you excited? i certainly am!

    ciao