Wondering what the world is

i haven't written in my blog lately because things have been a little sideways. My cat boy has been sick so I'm taking care of him. i have realized that just because you think someone is "the one" doesn't mean they really are... especially when they disappear without explanation leaving you to wallow around in [...]

afterglow

so the 50,000 words in a month start today and i am still basking in the glow of another birthday. no, no parties or festivities or even a cake (rico not having opposable thumbs). no, the afterglow is the feeling of finding your place in your place. that feel of connection, of purpose and of [...]

just questions…

i have been wondering about something... how is it that you can have hundreds of "friends" yet feel so totally alone? is this what the world is going to be like forever? all of us holed up inside, poking away at our keyboards, sharing pictures and stories? i am not trying to get a ton [...]

amazing youth…

it's graduation day here... memorials abound when normally sighs of relief and partying into the night are de rigueur ... one of their own is gone, taken quickly and with no warning... we adults are stung, still reeling but moving along and forgetting the pain more and more each day... the youth ("kids" sounds too juvenile) here [...]

thoughts… again

had to apologize the other day... for being an arrogant know it all... while thinking about the result it occurred to me that knowing yourself and apologizing when the not so nice bits manifest isn't easy... but it is soul clearing and a clear lesson on watching and thinking about what you say to others... [...]

just the usual weirdness…

things that prompt these random posts are clients... and the shower... and eavesdropping... and my catmate... and the the books i read, which since i inherited approximately 2000 of them from a client has been a real challenge to organize... suffice to say, life... so what's the thought for the day? listening to someone stress [...]

early morning…

woke up at 345, wide awake. catman is still asleep and since he is deaf, it's pretty easy to slip out and get coffee... turned on the computer to check emails... not something i usually do but needed to know when the food order from the co-op i belong to comes in so i can [...]