Eclectic Haze

depression is an interesting animal… it demands that you crawl in a hole in order to be at peace… yet the very act of following this demand, creates isolation that deepens the depression… mine wears a scowly face (and glasses) and every once in awhile I mentally tickle it under the chin so it will […]

woke up this morning with the words and melody of a song running through my head… trouble was it wasn’t something I recognized… so after going through it a couple times it turns out that I created it… so now I am trying to remember all the words so I can sing them out loud. […]

woke up from a dream this morning with the solid feeling that it was the real deal… ever have one of those? i was looking at a cheaper place to live… business has been scary slow so that’s where that came from… it was a two story building with two small apartments in it. i […]

this goes out to all the caregivers for the elderly… if you treat your clients like they are 6 and deaf and stupid they will of course, respond by being angry, confrontational and moody… why? because you have disrespected them. think about it… treat them like you would like to be treated. quit yelling at […]

well actually 11 but christmas eve is when it all starts. this year is happier than previous years… yes, business has been slower, money is tight… but it has simplified things and that eases my stress. so happy stress free holidays to one and all… may your christmas not be about getting and giving the […]

how many of our spousal units tell us how to wear our hair? talking with someone today whos partner was upset she was cutting her hair to make it more manageable. she doesn’t use product or curling irons or flat irons, when it is too long she puts it up in rollers and sleeps on […]

well hell… i am stuck and so is my character.  should be at 5010 words right now… not even close.  anyone got any ideas? never mind… i will just sit down and write whatever comes in my head whether it makes sense or not… maybe that will jiggle something loose! in the meantime, there is […]

well i have reached 1600 words and still going. it seems rather disjointed but things sort of pop in and the character is nothing like i thought they would be. which is weird but that is how it is turning out. and i may have to change the title. this whole process is so different […]